The last 3 days have just been, well, fucking amazing :P

Friday was awesome, we're all so glad to be back at school, we forgot how much fun we have, and as usual our teachers are legends, then Friday afternoon I got a message from Reilly, asking to come to the library, which was actually a godsend cus I got all my homework and a bit of study done, then we nearly got locked in with like 4 other people which was just hilarious, knocking on the door and calling out the window=good times:D

Then down the village we ran into Evan, Aoife, Lauren and John who we haven't seen in ages so it was good to catch up...Ended up in the flower shop with John buying a corsage for the St. Josephs debs next week...an then we walked up to the school cus Evan had to view his LC Economics scripts, then we just bummed aroound Leixlip for a while which is always fun.

That night Méabh came out, it was good to see her having lived with her and gone to Galway for like a month and then not seeing her for a week. Saturday I had a 14 hour lie in which was just amazing, haven't done that in sooo long, school really knackered the shit outta me :P Then that evening we got a lift in with Donal to Méabhs new apartment in D4 which is sooo cool, brought in her new TV too then we headed out for dinner. Got a lift home around 11 and thought I was done for the night...How wrong I was...

At around 12:45 I got a call from Dave, said he was on the way out and that he was picking me and bringing me into Spirit, something we hadn't done in wayyyy too long. So I quickly got changed/shaved etc...and the door rang, I went down to get it, and of all things I didn't expect what was waiting for me. I opened the door to find Andrea, she just completely jumped into my arms and we both fell to the ground laughing our asses off, I hadn't seen her in like 2 months so it was great to see her. Then Dave drove us into Spirit, around 4 a.m. everyone left as it was closing, but as his dad owns the place we were there till like 5 a.m. after that we went to his house, his parents are away so we cranked up the volume and continued our party + 5 of our friends who met us in Spirit. Then around 11 a.m.(I think) we all headed to bed as we were totally shattered. We dropped Andy out to the airport around 3, sad to see her go as we had such a good time...Then I came home...

About an hour ago Una called up and payed me for all my accountancy work I've done,which is awesome, so I've got some serious sponds for the week :P

Anyway, that was my weekend..And I think this is like the longest blog post I've ever written...In summary, my life rocks and I couldn't be happier at the moment :D

Laters!

Alan

You know, I came here tonight with a different mind set than I have now, today should be my Father's 50th birthday, I should be out having a great night with family, friends, everyone, I should be down in the golf club, or GAA or wherever, with the same crew as any party, Lauren, Avril, Neil, Orla, Kevin and Liam, but no, he's 6 feet underground and I'm stuck in my house while my mom is off in Sorrento with her boyfriend, I came here tonight preparing to write about my friends, how thankful I am that not only do I know them, but that I hold them near and dear to my heart, and I was going to say how if I have offended anyone, in any way shape or form that I apologise to them, and that I truly didn't mean it, and at this point in my life I would prefer to have friends over enemies, something that is very true.


But instead I came here tonight disappointed, at 2 people, and they know who they are, there were 2 people I regarded as very good friends, if not best friends, and in the last 3 months they have turned into total pricks, they changed who they are, how they look, and most importantly, their friends, they cut off the people they were best friends with, and they don't realise how much their supposed friends don't like them, how they bitch behind their backs and laugh at them, and worst of all, they don't even care, they don't care I've spent the last while defending them, saying how they have only changed for the better, and that they are still the same awesome people, but now I just don't care, If they so choose I'm willing to be friends with them, but I have more important things to worry about at the moment.

Oh, and to Aislinn, Sinead, Catriona, Reilly, Nik, Will, Leanne, Méabh, Donie, Finbar, Marie, Matthew, Yasmin, Niamh Leamy, Alexia, Claire and Damien, don't worry, I still think you're all awesome, and although its a total pun, thanks for being you :)

This is something I wrote about someone, and I feel I should share it with the world, only one person has read it so far, this is to show you all I'm not some big headed retard with shit for brains. this is to let you know I am far from who you perceive me to be, I am different person than anything you know, just because you know me in person or online does not mean you know me, one person has seen who I truly am, I am my true self around her, and she implores me everyday to be who I am really am, not hide behind a veil of what I think people would like to see, so from now on, I'm going to be, forget everything you know about me, and next time you meet me, treat me as a new person, because I am. If you don't like it, go fuck yourself, I have more important things to worry about

Ever the Enigma
I loved you more than I thought I could
And all was…
And always is,
Ever the enigma.
Her eyes kindled the fire
With but a glance
Each and every time.

Roaring to life,
Heart melts
And grows cold…
Oracle of paradox,
Sharp and Impetuous
As beats of a wing.

Fickle, edged and bloody
Knife she weilds treacherous.
Thrusts exquisite..
Slashes severe,
Deleterious.
Blood-thirsty tongue
Parrys the fatal blow.

Protracted… persistant the pain
Heart finally heaves the fatal sigh
Then nothing.
Nothing…
Nothing is brought but
Cadaverous repose.

Let love perish with it,
I'm dropped to my knees.
Then felled face to the earth
No intention to live
Without love
Without essence of soul.

Thrashed by the knife,
Brandished so well
Precise and exacting the
Surgical solecism.
The enigma, the paradox
Sadly endures…
Alone to do battle
With no man's remains.

Something else I'll say, don't make assumptions about me or anything I do, because you are almost definitely wrong.